"Don't cry."

Camilla said it under her breath, pressing her palms flat against the tiled wall. The cold came through her jacket and settled in her bones. She'd been saying that to herself for fifteen years. She was good at it. Usually.

Her cheek throbbed. Her palms were wrapped in gauze from the ER nurse who had looked at her like she wanted to ask questions and had decided against it. She was still wearing the jacket she'd had on during the race - torn at the elbow, road-burned on the shoulder, one of the pockets half-ripped from when she'd hit the asphalt. She hadn't thought to ask for a new one. She hadn't thought much of anything since the ambulance doors had closed.

She was fifteen years old, and she had not moved from this spot in the corridor for four hours.

The surgery room doors at the far end of the hallway were still shut.

She kept thinking about the beach.

He'd told her about it in the ambulance - quiet water past Long Island, early morning light, the kind of place that made you feel like the world wasn't entirely broken. He'd said it like it was important that she know it existed. Like she might need that information someday.

She pressed the back of her wrist against her split lip and closed her eyes.

The night kept replaying itself. She couldn't stop it.

It had started with Marcus Webb.

Seventeen years old, leather jacket his parents had bought him, a motorcycle he'd learned to ride at a private facility with a certified instructor. He ran with a loose pack of Eastside kids, the kind who had money but liked the aesthetics of people who didn't - who street-raced because it was thrilling and had no actual consequences for any of them, because their families would smooth everything over before morning.

Camilla had been cutting through the warehouse district just after nine, taking her usual shortcut back to the group home. Three blocks east of the overpass, past the old textile building, under the highway, out behind the back fence. She'd done it a hundred times. The street was nearly empty, just a few distant headlights and the sound of her own engine, and she was thinking about nothing in particular. Just riding. Just getting back before Mrs. Callahan counted heads at ten.

"Hey, orphan girl."

She should have kept moving. She'd told herself that later, many times.

She'd made eye contact. That was the first mistake. Marcus was parked at the corner with three friends, all of them watching her, and when she met his eyes he smiled - that slow, deliberate smile of someone who already had you and knew it.

"Nice little bike," he said. "Where'd you get it, a church auction?"

Camilla had built that bike herself. Six months of scavenged parts and Saturday mornings sweeping floors at a garage in exchange for lessons, six months of learning what every component did and how to make it run better than it had any right to run. The bike wasn't nice. She knew that. But she knew what it could do, and Marcus didn't.

"Keep riding," she told herself. She actually said it out loud.

She didn't keep riding.

"Scared?" Marcus called after her. "Or just slow?"

That shouldn't have worked. She wasn't an idiot - she knew how this operated, how people used the word scared the same way they used the word orphan, like it was a lock you could turn if you had the right key. She'd been navigating social mechanics since she was old enough to understand why some kids at the home got chosen and some didn't. She knew Marcus was turning the key deliberately. She knew she was being read, played, exactly where he wanted her.

She turned around anyway.

There was something in her she had never been able to fully explain - some switch that flipped when someone told her she was less than she was. She could take a lot. Fifteen years had given her an impressive capacity for taking things. But being dismissed by someone who'd never had to build anything from nothing, who'd never had to fight for the right to be good at something, who'd never had to earn the thing he was sneering at - that she couldn't take. She knew it wasn't rational. She made the irrational choice anyway.

"Two miles," she said. "Pier end and back. You win, I tell everyone you beat me. I win, you shut up."

Marcus smiled wider. "Deal."

Simple as that.

She'd lined up with the others and felt the familiar hum settle into her blood - that clean, specific calm she only found on a bike, everything else going quiet because there was only one thing to think about now. The road. The line between here and there. This was the one place where none of it mattered: no family, wrong zip code, secondhand everything. The road didn't care.

She told herself it was just a race.

They launched from the intersection in a rough diagonal, engines screaming. Marcus went straight to the front - he had the fastest bike and he knew it. The others sorted themselves out in the first hundred yards, jostling for position. Camilla dropped back. She always dropped back at first. It made people stop watching her.

She watched instead.

She read Marcus's corners - too fast on the setup, eating his own edge on the curves. She read the big kid on the vintage Kawasaki, smooth but cautious, leaving gaps he didn't notice. She read the girl in the red helmet, who was genuinely good - better than any of the others - and noted where even she left space on the outside.

At the halfway mark, Camilla started moving.

The feeling of sliding through the pack always had a specific quality - clean and exact, like something that required perfect timing and delivered it, the small adjustments and the reading of spaces before they fully existed. She moved past the Kawasaki first, easy, taking a line he hadn't thought to claim. Past the girl in the red helmet on a wide outside arc, both of them so close the air pressure shifted. She felt the girl's head turn.