The wine was extraordinary. She had known it would be - she'd been looking for this vintage for four years and had in the interim drunk several other remarkable Sauternes by way of comparison - but she had not fully anticipated the specific way extraordinary would feel in this moment, in this apartment, at the end of this day, drinking it because a man who had stolen from her three times and broken into her apartment had also done the impossible thing of finding the wine she'd spent four years trying to find and bringing it here for her. The honeysuckle, the apricot, the long gold finish that went on past any reasonable endpoint: she closed her eyes for a full moment and let it happen.
When she opened them, he was watching her with the expression she'd provisionally categorized as fond and had been refusing to acknowledge since Geneva.
"Sit down," he said, not unkindly.
"You broke into my apartment," she said.
"I knocked first."
"That isn't how property-"
"You weren't here." He moved to the sofa and sat down with the ease of a person who had lived in this room, which he hadn't, and she thought again about the quality she'd been trying to name for two years: the way Adrian Carmichael occupied any space as though he'd already decided to be comfortable in it. She had never met anyone else who did this so naturally. It was one of the things she'd noticed in Geneva, in the first ten minutes of knowing him.
"Sit down, Ivy." He patted the cushion beside him, which was either presumptuous or an invitation; she hadn't decided which. "Have a glass of wine."
She sat down. She sat down with what she felt was considerable dignity, and she set her glass on the coffee table and looked at him and tried to organize her feelings about the situation. Her feelings about the situation were as follows: she was furious with him. She had been furious with him, in various configurations, for the better part of two years. And every single time he appeared - in person, unannounced, always with something that was exactly right - she found it profoundly difficult to maintain the fury in the direct presence of his actual face. This was not a character flaw she was proud of.
"You took the Renoir," she said. "New York, last April. You were waiting in my hotel room."
"The insurance company-"
"I know who you work for." She'd looked it up, after Geneva. She'd looked everything up, in fact. Eight years with Carmichael & Associates, the most respected art recovery firm on the East Coast. A record that read like a catalogue of her own losses: the ruby she'd recovered from the fraudulent Genevan dealer, the amber necklace she'd lifted from the Copenhagen auction house for the Estonian family who'd had it stripped from them during the occupation, the Flemish triptych she'd tracked through three decades of deliberate obscurity. He'd found her in every city, recovered every piece, and never once brought law enforcement into it. She had always found this suspicious. She still found it suspicious. "In Copenhagen, the amber necklace. Before that, the Flemish triptych. Do you want to keep going? Because I have a complete list."
"I believe it." He didn't argue. He didn't explain. He sat with his elbows on his knees and his wine glass held in both hands and listened to her accounting with the concentrated attention he brought to everything - as though her enumeration of his thefts were genuinely interesting information, something he was filing carefully and intended to think about - and it was more infuriating than defensiveness would have been, because she had arguments prepared for defensiveness and not one of them applied here.
"And every single time," she said, "you come back and you're-" She gestured at him, briefly and helplessly, at the general fact of him sitting on her sofa with the right wine and the exact right expression. "This. Exactly this. And I can never-" She stopped. Picked up her wine. Drank. "I can never hold onto the anger when you're actually in the room."
He considered this. He did not look particularly troubled by it, which she noted. "What would it take? To hold onto it?"
"Probably not Château d'Yquem 1990."
"No." The corner of his mouth moved. "That was probably counterproductive."
"You knew it was counterproductive."
"I knew it was something you wanted." He said it simply, without defensiveness or calculation - just a statement about cause and effect. "I thought it was worth bringing anyway."
She looked at him for a moment. This was the thing she'd never found a reliable way to address: the way he said things like that. He didn't dress them up or weaponize them or deploy them with any apparent strategic intent. He simply said them, as information, and let them land wherever they landed, and she always found herself completely unequipped. She had been raised in a family where everything meant something other than what it appeared to mean, where gifts were leverage and attention was currency and the surface of everything concealed a different structure underneath. Adrian Carmichael appeared to mean precisely what he said, and she did not know what to do with this. She had never, in her entire adult life, known what to do with it.
He was quiet for a moment. The evening light through the windows had deepened into something close to dusk. Outside, Paris was doing what it always did at this hour - settling into its own amber beauty with complete indifference to everyone inside it, utterly satisfied with itself, which was, she'd always thought, both the most annoying and the most comforting thing about it.
"What would help," he said, "with holding onto it?"